It s been at twilight for quite some time now
But you don t need much light to see your outline
I notice things I ve not seen before
Your grace, for one, as you slip through the door
I see things are older now
My whole life is over now
Still I stare I m here though you think me there
A hi, a good-bye, it s nearly enough to make me cry
Idle mind, idle salutations
Only friends have idle conversations

Won t you let me see why it s always me
Why I ll always be doomed to mediocrity
Help me to help you see, why eternally, why pitifully
I ll always be doomed to mediocrity

A waiting prayer I make to find out all it takes to be
A man that you could see, should you be in my proximity
Maybe you could make it clear, since I am with you here
Help me to understand that you won t let me lend a hand
Do you hate me so much that you could do to me such
An unprovoked, malicious attack, a clear reminder that I can t go back

Lastly, I m here to guard the station
Life is too much whichever way you re facing
And to madness it seems unclear
It would be clearer should you be near
But I ve not given up on me, nor you on you
And everywhere you go there s my option too
A decision regretted I can t say where I d go
But certainly I ll let you know
An instrument of fear itself rejection is nearing us
A thought crossed my mind more than once
You know how you never see me?
Maybe I can make you believe in me